today has been a wonderful way to end the summer. (school starts tomorrow) i woke up, and my mom made breakfast, and it was pretty good. but then she made me clean... grar. but, later on, i went to the mall to see a movie with nick and his friends. when i got there, i waited about 25 minutes for em, and some creepy guy kept staring at me... but when they all got there, it was all crazy, because i didnt know any of them but nick, and (sort of) kayce, and tom. we went and saw the movie "alien versus predator" and it was terrible, so we all ended up making fun of it for the duration. other than that, it was great, because i had nick right next to me the whole time, and that is always a good thing. i really like nick. more than anyone else. anyways, back to my day-- after awhile i got a bit more used to all of his friends, and all was good. then when we were standing around waiting for everyone's food. they all decided to have a group hug on someone, and when i refused to join it, they got me, and i had a panic attack. they all just surrounded me as i was tellin em not to, and i closed my eyes and just mumbled that i was having an attack, until they let me out, and then i could barely breathe so i sat down. everyone got all worried, and nick came and sat by me to make sure i was ok. then everything was better, and my mom called and told me that they were gonna come get me. so nick and i went and waited for my daddy to get me, and when he got there i was sad, because i didnt wanna leave. it was a rather fun, eventfull day. but hey, i got to be with nick, so everything is ok.